Wats the point? anyone tell me wats the point???
watever i do or not do i also wrong.. fine i accept it as my bad point..
but wats the point of asking me to say out when in the end nothing changes and the working situation stills stay the same??
im tired alr... if i were to say out everything, im afraid i will no longer be frens with u all alr... my confidence level and self esteem is alr gone....
some things is not that i dont want to say, is just tat i dun wan to hurt pple feeling.. if i were to say out, surely u will lose ur reputation, ur reputation as a manager, as a RM...
i have been thinking for two nites alr..
if i have fault, dont u think u all have more fault than me??
u piss me and make me agitated so tat i can learn to be firm, pls.. is just bull shit.. u can piss me off, the more i will only be angry at u.. for wat i show or vent my angry on others becos u piss me? this wont work out.. 不要自做聪明 can? 那只会有返销果...
dont put and push me with "u are poly wat, better than me.." so wat if im a ploy achiever now? it doesnt show tat i can be very perfect wat..
no one is perfect..
i broke down a lot of time, i alr feel hurt.. not only u all hurt my fews dearest last time, u are hurting me slowly now.. i really start to feel being cheated...
本性难改, if you all are so good at that? why not change ur staff character first??
if they are so difficult in doing tat? wat makes u think i can ?? im trying my BEST!! are they???? did they even wanna change for the good or not??
i keep thing to myself, yes.. tats becos i know nth will change even if i say out..
my patience is alr running out.. people who knows me knows tat im not a person like tat, if i were to scold and shout of every little thing, 在多的容忍都不够...
i alr dun have a sense of belonging over there alr...
i just afraid if i really say out and on the spot i will go off and be a irresponsible person like tat..
but to get back just tat little dignity of mine, i guess i wont hesitate..
idk, i really dont know...
i just feel
hurt!
