Seriously, i really disappointed !
today is has been 5 month since
we last contact ..
i been wondering wat went through this 5 month...
seriously when i saw ade smses , i really
shattered on the spot !
is this really wat u wan ?
is this really wat u wan me to do ???
i told myself tat i wan to hate u ! but 我就是忍不下心..
and my dear daughter scold me tat why
should i sad or disappointed over such pple ..
haix .. wat to to ? i told ade tat i
really numb everything .. choices is his !
i wont force him anymore ...
working nite shift yesterday wif my daughter
and today got to work early in the morning at 8 ..
work was consider slack today .. joke alot today ..
help wif the catering and slack a
while before starting work ..
but real slack .. touring ard the store and went over to
nanyang to take pants for my dear sis..
looking really shag today when i go work ..
but thx god i made it ..
panda eyes looks real bad , even my
manager andrew also say i like kanna
box like tat .. haix.....
keep rolling round my bed yesterday nite
and cant get down to sleep ..
slept only 3 to 4 hrs..
shag shag and shag ..
all my mind rolling was abt that guy
stupid thing ! thinking i'm really useless ..
really feel like i'm a useless bum ..
someone ask me to dun think so much ..
but how i suppose not to think so much ??
seriously once i'm alone, i will start imagining thing ..
but no matter wat, thx for counseling me..
loves