well, i guess i got a lot to say but i do not know where to start...
retribution, i guess so... but i give in to fate alr..
i ignore u last time, u wan do the same to me, i treat it as fate..
i really dun wan to spend my time wasting on all these..
is just useless.. and is just seems silly by doing tat.. haix..
i keep telling myself to let it go, but eventually i think i did not..
i just use all my sch and work to cover the other side of me..
i guess i'm just like a ordinary person who tends to keep things.. i know i being selfish because there are so many other ard me who loves me so, but ....
somethings are just so difficult to open up...
especially personal stuffs...
haix...
forget it, letting it go ( i hope i can)
anw, good news upon all, i was promoted.. it was a sudden news, although lianshen has announce to me ard early feb, but this is just to rush..
being a supervisor is not easy job, more work, more load.
i'm so used to being the way i work, asking me to supervise staffs and look after newbies, it's gonna take me a while to use to it.
i'm a soft- hearted person, how to control people lei? i'm use to the people control me life, so asking me to change now, really gonna takes me time.. and i always keep telling myself to be firm, be fierce, but i just cant ah... i dun think anyone seem me really angry personally before lo.. unless really i'm angry.. at work i where got really scold and fierce to people one, hahaha..
but, let this be a training ba...
jia yo :) u can de :)
